So now I am in the home stretch,I am almost to vacation.I am trying really hard to just keep my shit together until Friday.

Have been having really really weird dreams lately and I have been sleeping less and less.It's like my mind keeps saying "oh HELL no,we are not doing that again."But I am used to it,I have been an insomniac for my entire adult life.Things would be fine if my waking life weren't being so weird as well.I got a phone call last night from an old friend of mine that I recently caught back up with.She tells me that she wants to "have an experience" with another girl,and that she is looking for a bisexual girl to have sex with her and her husband.I am still not exactly sure about this situation.I think that she was hinting that I am perfect for this job.I played dumb and said that I would ask around to see if anyone was interested in a threesome with them.I have fooled around with her in the past,but I do not find her husband attractive in the least.Come to find out,he was the one who was pushing for it,I could hear him over the line asking if it was going to "happen tonight".....I am not sure how to handle this one.I think I am gonna just stand back and see what happens.

Better than Sex

Today I woke up from a particularly weird dream.In the dream I was making out with two guys, but it was guys that I know in real life.One was an old roommate of mine named John (the Baptist) and this guy that I knew from the strip back in the day.I was having to pay really equal attention to them because they were kinda moody.I was inside my head trying to come up with a graceful exit so I could go get in my car and drive.The problem was that they were both straight.If they had been bisexual,I could have just excused myself and then they would have just got it on with each other(which might have persuaded me to stay and watch)But no,they were straight.Just when I was getting to the point where I thought I could just sneak out of the house if I told them I was going to the restroom,I woke up.My first thought was "that was easy".

It's come to my attention that this is not the first dream I have had lately where I was making out with some guy and all I could think about was leaving to go for a drive.I have to ask myself...do i really love driving THAT much???Or am I just that over men?The girl that I have been kinda seeing (but not dating) has kinda weirded me out as well.Maybe driving is the only thing that does it for me anymore.....or I need to meet someone interesting.