okay,I haven't been writing....first because I was doing this creative recovery thing where I was having to write long hand everyday,and it kinda burned me out by week 6.Since then it's abeena huge backlash of no writing,just reading reading reading.Add to this the fact that I kinda feel like this summer has been a bust,and you have the reason that there has been nary a peep out of me for what seems like an eternity.I haven't even been going to bars.I haven't been drinking.I think I might have just finally gotten sick of dealing with people trying to be impressive enough for someone to go home with.
On the other hand,I have been enjoying going to visit people,and suddenly I adore being at home.possibly because my home is no longer surrounded by creepy folks and crass individuals.I have been more antisocial than usual this summer.I am starting to crawl out of it,but it's taking time.
Yesterday I ended up going to see Havok for his game night,but leaving before games or dinner because it was full dark and I wanted to drive wth LL out to the forrest to see the tail end of the meteor shower.We ended up taking Pax along for the ride.She was in a foul mood and needed to get out into the woods to watch some falling stars.It was SOOOOOO beautiful.We saw a bunch of really big ones,I had my eyes on the skies the whole time.It was strangely chilly down by the river,which is sooooo highly unusual for mid-august.A park ranger came to tell us that the park was closed,but when we told him what we were doing he turned off his lights and watched with us for a while.He was totally amazed by how many he saw while just standing there talking to us.He was really sweet and even hosed Pax down with bug spray since she was being eaten alive. I was just happy not to be kicked out.On the drive back into the city,I even saw a few meteors thru the open sunroof.I didn't even want to come back to the city,but LL and Pax had to be up early.
I think that the falling stars have inspired me.It's time to shine again.
