I feel like I don't want to do a damn thing tonight. It's that feeling like you just want to sit in a dark room staring at the light from the streetlights thru the blinds. It makes me feel like drinking alone.
" I am not sick, I am not well" My first impulse is to go fling myself at one of the neighborhood bars, see who is out and about and get into something that will distract me for a time. I wish that I knew what it was that flung me into this feeling. I was supposed to go and blow up leftover fireworks with my best friend, but I feel a bit too weird for human consumption this evening. I don't even feel like going to the dive bar over on Broad that I go to when I want to go out alone.
About Me
- seething with charm
- memphis, TN, United States
- i like to find what's left of heaven on earth.it's all about perspective.i stay in memphis because i like it here,not because of the black hole theory(though i do subscribe to the black hole theory).i like to dance and drink and go camping and be possessed.i like playing the guitar and singing to people that i love.it's a gift that i only possess when i am giving it away.i spend too much time working and just enough time daydreaming,and there just not enough hours in the day for all the things i want to do,but i try.hard.i don't sleep nearly enough,but i don't let it get me down...i am adaptable.i like meeting new people everywhere that i go.i like to sing in the car adn take long drives in the woods.i like to make out with pretty girls that smell like flowers.i like to run around in the grass barefoot,and i like to drink coffee or swing on swingsets in the park on cloudy days.i spend alot of time looking out windows,and i like to rearrange furniture and sweep my house in high heels in the middle of the night.