i feel like i've been sleeping, can you wake me?

I feel so out of touch with people lately. I needed to take a break from everyone, and so I did and now I feel like I am in a little cocoon. It's probably the best place for me right now, and I feel like I am healing up nicely. I have been sleeping well and remembering my dreams, though to tell the truth, the dreams have been a bit disturbing. Some of them were amazing though. It's little wonder I was going insane when I wasn't dreaming. I cannot say how damaged I was earlier this summer. All I can say for sure is that I changed... I changed into whatever I was when I crawled into this cocoon. I feel like i have changed even since then. Maybe that is what is coming this fall??? turning into something strong enough to bust back out of the cocoon?? emerging and unfurling my wings?? It's been such a very long time since I had a time to shine. It's a singular time. It's why I had to divest myself of any kind of codependence and get to where I am now. It almost feels as though the planetary aspects are supporting this endeavor. For once I kind of feel like my ruling planet has my back by being in it's retrograde phase. I feel like I am tying up loose ends in order to move forward. I keep having the feeling like this fall is going to be amazing.