Sometimes I wonder if I am a bad person.Today after brunch,I went to visit my friend Rochelle,whom I don't really get to see all that often,though I love with all my black little heart. She is such a good friend that she warned me about the fact that my ex-wife is working in the restaurant where her boyfriend,Chachi, manages the kitchen.Needless to say,I don't get along with my ex-wife.she gave me many reasons to despise her and I finally snapped a few years ago and decided that I don't want to know her,so I moved and got rid of my landline # and told everyone not to give her my cell #.So I am told that she has become a world class alcoholic....as opposed to being just the raging alcoholic that she was when I decided to have nothing to do with her.
This is the part that makes me wonder if I am becoming a bad person. Apparently Rochelle was in the kitchen before we met up and she and Chachi were bantering back and forth,and my ex was standing nearby,so she makes sure to tell Chachi that she was going to hang out with me and he's all "good,be sure to give her a kiss from me",and about that time my ex just goes real still and stops what she is doing.WHY does that fill me with glee?does that make me a massive bitch?The fact that I love that my friends are willing to make such a display to make her aware of what she's lost....it makes me warm inside.This is not my warm and fuzzy side making an appearance,this is me being smug.Does this make me a bad person???
In other news,I am all super-excited about moving.Deb and I got Clark House,despite the fact that my landlord was totally dragging his feet and stalling,probably because I pay my rent on time and don't bother anyone.Unfortunately,I get bothered all the time by my weirdo neighbors, who have now come to be known at "the cowboy" and "shaft" by my friend Lelyn.He was chaining up his bike a few weeks ago,about to come upstairs to hang out,and they started interrogating him about why he was there.I am all for security,but honestly,I think that they are just nosy people who don't have lives of their own.Goddess bless the day that I finally get to leave shaft and the cowboy behind.
Also supremely happy that mercury went direct today!!!whoo!!!
About Me
- seething with charm
- memphis, TN, United States
- i like to find what's left of heaven on earth.it's all about perspective.i stay in memphis because i like it here,not because of the black hole theory(though i do subscribe to the black hole theory).i like to dance and drink and go camping and be possessed.i like playing the guitar and singing to people that i love.it's a gift that i only possess when i am giving it away.i spend too much time working and just enough time daydreaming,and there just not enough hours in the day for all the things i want to do,but i try.hard.i don't sleep nearly enough,but i don't let it get me down...i am adaptable.i like meeting new people everywhere that i go.i like to sing in the car adn take long drives in the woods.i like to make out with pretty girls that smell like flowers.i like to run around in the grass barefoot,and i like to drink coffee or swing on swingsets in the park on cloudy days.i spend alot of time looking out windows,and i like to rearrange furniture and sweep my house in high heels in the middle of the night.
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