under the sycamore tree

I am in a kind of strange place lately.There is too much going on and I am trying to assimilate.

I think that a tide has turned and i am trying to get out from under.I have a strong feeling that things are about to pick up again and that the time for Keep-Your-Head-Down-and-Keep-Working is almost at an end.The spring is coming.I saw the first budding things a few days ago.People are budding as well.It is not a comfortable process,but it holds great promise.

I have to step back for a moment and try to figure out how to re-act to everything that is happening.I don't react immediately most of the time.Body will sometimes react physically to things that are overwhelming,but the mind just keeps on functioning and taking me forward.I think that I have been taking on a little damage spiritually.So I have to stop and do damage control,figure out what even merits a reaction,then proceed from there....Making decisive moves. I have had to be too many things to too many people for the past two weeks and I think I need a mental health day to get myself back in line.