The end of the summer is coming.I have been languishing in the heat and going out too much. There is so much shit I need to do,I just have a hard time making myself do any of it,when I would rather sit around with a friend or two,or make an ass of myself in some bar.I am painting and plotting.Biding my time and looking at the angles.I think I might have to pull off some prime miracles before the equinox,which is only a month away.Luckily I know when my windows of opportunity are.
So, I think I might have had a little breakdown for a minute.Not unusual for the season,but it really came out of the blue.I think I might need to hit the reset button sometime soon.I can feel the fall girl rolling over in her sleep,getting fitful from the waiting.I have been nauseous for days,haven't felt like eating.Cannot remember my dreams at all.For a while I felt like I was going crazy without them to provide me with my cues,but now I am finding that they shut off to put my intuition in the driver's seat.It is serving me pretty well so far.It's like one has to shut down to make the other stronger,like when you close your eyes to intensify your tactile sense.So it's like walking around in the dark,but I have the overwhelming feeling that I am making the right decisions.I am just running with whatever feels right.Planning anything with me lately has been a total joke,as I am likely to blow it off and do something completely different,but I have been moving in some interesting directions.I am almost constantly intrigued.
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