The Fates are playing with me.They are making me examine my life very closely lately.I have been in touch with a whole different cast of characters,and I can feel the fall coming at night.The other night this intense storm whipped up.There was insane lightning all evening,and I just beat the rain home.Finally the deluge started and it was coming down in buckets,I couldn't bring myself to go inside.I got drenched,but it felt so wonderful.I reconnected and felt the wind rise.The trees were speaking so loudly.it was fucking incredible.Whatever they had to say,I needed to hear it.
Hung out with some folks last night,and as usual,whenever you get any group of people together,the talk tuned to politics.I am so damn tired of politics.I was reminded why I am not a part of any movement.I don't think that what I believe in is better than whatever everyone else believes in.If everyone would stop trying to convince each other that they are right,then the world might be a much much nicer place.I did get to talk to a guy that I really enjoy talking to.He had been friends with my sister's ex,so essentially I hadn't spoken to him in months.I forgot how much he makes me think.I love being mentally stimulated.It's been happening more lately.
Earlier tonight I got to hang out with one of my sisters from a really really long time ago.She is one of the few people in the world that I have ever been comfortable enough to do any more than light energy work with.We traded readings and I had completely forgotten how wonderful it is to be with her.Both the readings went straight to the jugular,but I would expect no less from the both of us.We learned a lot from each other when we were younger and it really shows now,many many years later.It's amazing to see your own influence in someone that you respect the shit out of.I am hoping that we will see more of each other soon.
I think that I am really starting to understand the last dream that I can remember.I was in a boat and I was in some river.The boat was full of water,but it wasn't sinking.I was catching fish with my hands,they would come right to me.I would inspect them and decide whether or not to put them back,or put them in the boat to come with me.They seemed fine with whatever I decided.It was all very peaceful.I was figuring out who is turning the corner with me.
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