Lately has been weird as fuck.It's the only way to explain.I have been told that when one resorts to using expletives,it is because one has a small vocabulary.I have plenty of words,that is the only one that works.Flaubert would agree with my choice of words if he had an insider's view of my head lately.The Holidays and getting sick did a number on me and I am just now getting off antibiotics.I dream of feeling human again.But I will say that prolonged fevers will bring on some strange revelations.I am keeping most of them to myself,but the ones that I am implementing into life are starting to be noticed (with dismay in some cases)
I think I have decided that there is a whole lot of shit that I no longer give a flying fuck about and I am no longer letting them take up my time.It is an amazingly liberating experience, especially when the realization hits you as a fever breaks.I swear to gods,it was like hitting the reset button, but whole-ly created by a passing illness. Almost holy how this intense clarity grows in you about what is truly important.
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